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So many memories tied with this Xanga.

Good, bad and ugly.

But I moved.

This thing was too tippy status for me ANYWAY.

A fresh start on a new year.

If I like you, I'll let you find me

Otherwise, back off trick.

AUGUST 30, 2K4;; 1/2 -  Wade

3/4 - Gilly

Tuesday, Thursday - MUN x-block

Wednesday - Advisory

Friday - Community meeting

Lunch

5 - Graphic Design with David Jean

HMM I miss you guys A LOT. Today was ok. Cute freshman, I want to talk to them and make them feel welcomed but I'm too chicken. New people, new friends hopefully since a bunch of them just got up and left but forget about them, I forgot their names. I'm glad they're gone; I probably got on their nerves or vice versa. ERR. Not really but I'm just saying that because that's how I wanna feel but I don't but OH HOW I WISH...I'm on the team that learns to scuba dive. And I have graphic design first quarter. WOOP. My classes are either too hot or too cold. So fcking extreme. Lunch with the usuals and I think I like that one guy again bcus I've been hella missing him. I got home late today and it was hot. I was gonna faint. So that added to my pissed off mood even more. Got home and re-organized my backpack. Sorry for not picking up my phone, today was not a good day. I have to buy a lot of new stuff. Excuse me now while I put up my facade. *puts on mask* BYE PEOPLE! And sweet dreams =D EDIT LATER

P.S sorry for being bitter. Never mind, FUCK YOU BITCH.

SUMMER 2004

June:// Beach, Knotts, END OF FRESHMAN YEAR, Dang’s bday party, sneaking out, Jay moving, late night 3-ways, hella shopping for my trip, 2 weeks, talking to Vivo, email, PANAMA! Miami looove, cockroach @ the Hilton, get `chur PLAY face on, Team 1, peanut butter and jelly time, rainforest, getting caught in the river’s currents, private concerts, getting all my money in, $300 on me, being a “brownie”, souvenirs, on my own, lizards with Heidi, GANGSTA S.D LOOOVEE, growing closer to GOD, opening up, crying my soul out, 4th of July in a different country, YOU’RE GORGEOUS! being the sickest toy soldier EVER, meeting new kids, eating in the pool, kayaking in the dirty lake and BRIAN pushing us, almost dyed my hair, learning Spanish, the market, getting ripped off, my PONCHO which I wanted, getting left behind in the mall, lost luggage, all-nighter, sleeping the bus, PN&J sandwiches everyday for lunch, the orphanage with the “Turn Me On” song, crying when we left, ”leaving on a jet plane…”almost left my cell phone on the plane, getting to Miami alone, Panama Canal…

July:// Mariel sleeping over for a week, new computer + internet connection, sending out my newsletters, 6 Flags, Super 8 molestation, Hurricane Harbor, Lah fainting, meeting Michael, fireworks, my feet hurting from walking so much, pigging out, JUNKIE, hella independent and walking back or front, never with, getting DARK, chilling, riding SO many rollercoaster, so brave, my sis fainting, getting left behind “I can fix yo face”, new xanga name =D, scared of a friend getting caught up, Dawson’s Creek re-runs, driving or trying to, parents anniversary,  doing my thing, looking for that one guy, seeing *bleeps* and *UHH* for the first time (hella ashamed and hella guilty) Youth Sundays, 2 in a row, the beach, hogging pizza, HATERS from the LG, movies with Lah, Rubio’s addicted, messed up I, Robot plans, working for the first time…

August:// cutting, cutting, working the register, MESSING UP, helping in the elections, free food, first root beer float, thoughts of the future, cousins from Oklahoma, Soak City, scaring off that one guy with our *expletives*, YATATATAT,  candy forever, meeting Mark, “he’s a good guy he can take you on a cruise”,  “are you pregnant bcus I thought she was your daughter” free magazines, long hours, “the first butt is the cleanest” sleepover with Vivo not happening =(, going to the Phillippines smack dab in the middle of 2 breaks = 1 ½ break, missing my PB&J team to thee fullest, quizzes, lack of “writeage” claimed a jocker, being PATRIOTIC with the OLYMPICS!, I want to be Carly Patterson’s friend, Paul Hamm reminds me of Munchkins from Wizard of Oz, so many hot guys, being told off, MICHAEL PHELPS is so YUM, remind me that hip-bones are sexy, registration with you old+new HTH heads, White Rabbit addicted, school shopping, meeting AnnaMarie out of no where, straight hair thnx to Lah, Mariel sleepover in Sun City…

Thanks for the memories and the people who helped me make them. This summer was thee bomb no doubt. Can’t wait until next year ;D. Gimme your best shot sophomore year. I’m up and ready and raring to go. I’m ready for you.

AUGUST 25, 2K4;; Woke up hecka early from late night talk with Alysia. Took a shower, ate then Alysia called. You should have eaten breakfast (FCKING IHOP! HELLO?!) and mangoes aren’t enough. Went to HTH for registration, hella nervous and I don’t know why. Then split since my parents had to go with my bro and sis to the middle school. I was lost. OMG, I’m a sophomore and I was lost @ my own school. LMAO, so many new people I saw, some people from Bell like Jamie and Albert whom I know but haven’t really talked to from my Trojan days, ya know? Anyways, I was so lost and I saw people everywhere and I just got confused. I asked someone and I got to my advisory. BRETT! My advisor is so cool. I had to use my cell to call my parents since I don’t know my SSN and emergency contact. Signed for x-block; scuba, MUN and board games. Laaame but what the heck. Then after that, Brett kicked us out. KIDDING and I looked for people. Ran into Mr. Aguirre *eep* I guess I’m not that slick then ran into Alan bcus I didn’t want to be alone. Saw all of my HTH heads, old Islanders and whatnot. My team was fcking BOMB last yr, I miss you guys like HELL. Anyways, saw Alysia and bummed it around, trying to find people. Chilled out and in for a while, talked to Kelly (HTHDIE! Kidding. I’m gonna miss you guys A LOOOTTT. Duh.) WAHH! NO MORE CARPOOL!  then chilled outside with Nikko, Alan, Daniel. I now talk like white people from Kentucky. Then my parents came out and I went to Starbucks with Alysia and after much convincing, Alan and Nikko, NIKO YOU USE MY PHONE AND DON’T KNOW MY NAME?!? How messed up =D so got a vanilla crème and went to Jamba Juice. THE GUY WAS HELLA CUTE. Eyes to die for and everythaaang. I want work there! Then they left and my mom picked me up but as I was waiting, I overheard some old women talking about their friendship I swear, it was like something out a 5th grade experience. After, we went to Rubios and ate. Carnita street tacos, HELLA GOOD. Then after, fell asleep in the car on the way to Mt. Soledad. The view from up there is incredible. Then headed to a park for a RR break but ended up playing on the play set. I make a slow shark. Cute babies, stepping in contaminated water, windy under the shade but I’ll tough it out. Read the newspaper and took a nap under the shade. I want to jet-ski. Went home, slept. Went online, helped my mom wrap shrimp cream cheese lumpia. MY FAVORITE, you should try it, it’s really good. Went online, then people came for prayer emeting. Kicked it with Cheryl since she came, watched Smallville. Tom Welling is so MOTHERHEFFING HOT I just wanna…ERR. Cleaned, went online again. Talked to Brad. LUCKY BUTT GOT TICKETS TO MEET ASHLEE SIMPSON. Let me put my jealous face on. And yada yada, my luckless life continues. Not watching the Olympics, so boring nowadays... Then told my sister off bcus she’s getting a little to big for her britches. Gosh this is long. Don’t expect this when school starts. Full layout by next Monday. CUT.

HAPPY BDAY IRENE!